Well, I HAD plans, but I think those just fell through. I invited the Marine out for that drink we never got to have together. He said maybe, but we're texting now and I...wait...just got confirmation that we will not be seeing each other tonight. He's spending the night with his family, playing games. I guess if he has to cancel, that a good reason. But seriously, the fact that he spends so much time with his family makes me weak in the knees. I LOVE family men, and he is definitely that. He talks about them all the time, and has spent most of his time with them since his discharge from the Corps. Gotta love it.
I'm not upset, strangely. I thought I would be, but I'm smiling. This is the first time I've ever been happy after someone cancels plans. Perhaps this is a good sign of things to come. I already trust him more than any other man I've met. It's weird. I can't stop thinking about him, but not in a sexy way. I'm excited to get to know him better. And perhaps, way WAY way into the future, I could meet his family. I know he's really close to his little brother, and I do love adopting other people's families. It's become a hobby of sorts, I guess.
One day I'm going to get the Marine alone, and we're going to be able to talk and get to know each other without the threat of anyone there trying to monopolize the time of one of us or separate us. It will be wonderful, and then these posts will be less rambling and more...substance, I guess.
Sorry this post was so awful. I know it's not one of my best. Bear with me please. I'll get better, promise!
Sweet dreams, readers!
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