I embarrassed myself with the Marine. And I'm still doing it. I can't...go into detail? Because NONE of you have commented on my blog to let me know who you are and why you're reading the crap I write, I'm not sure who's reading what, so no details.
I was wowed, I guess, by our flirting, but I'm really confused by it all now. The last time I flirted this hard with a guy, he just wanted the V. And he brought up that he was horny one day and I said sorry boo. Then he got a girlfriend, and we were like brother and sister. So I'm not sure how this is going to play out, but if all he wants is some ass, he's going to be sorely disappointed.
Anyway, I'm not sure how to respond to it? I mean, I did my best. I was honest and up front about how I liked him, truly, and wouldn't flirt with him this hard if I didn't. Then he said, "Aww, thanks :),"and that was that. Call me crazy, but usually guys will respond with an, "Aww, I like you too," instead of, "That's nice to hear," if they're interested.
And if he's not interested I will be so unhappy, because I've invested a lot of time into building this shit up. I don't want it to fall down around my head now, not when we've progressed so much. But if it DOES indeed happen and we're no longer flirting or sending out signals, I'll just add him to my long list of Almost Lovers and move on.
Or I'll cry into my pint of strawberry ice cream and watch sad, romantic movies to make myself feel worse. Yeah, probably that one.
Anyway, I'm going to bed now, for real. Because the last time I said I was going to bed he started a new conversation with me, which lead to more of our...flirting. But this time I'm really going to go to bed. And I'm not going to text him first this time. He's going to text me, and we'll see what he's really made of.
Will this turn out to be another failed booty call? Does he really want to pursue a relationship? I'll let you know.
Ta, loves!
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