It's Been A While

But fear not, lovelies! I am back once again to rant about my poor social life. This time it's because I was disinvited from a plan a bunch of my "friends" and I have had for a while.

We were all going to go to the beach sometime this summer, right? Well those plans have finally been put into action. Just...without me. Found out on Facebook. A few minutes ago, actually.

I guess I'm not all that fun to be around? Or according to them I'm not. I thought we were all friends. I thought we were all going to hang out together this summer. And they've been hanging out, never fear. They've just never invited me along.

I'm not really sure what to do. Like, I've been as clear as I can that I want to hang out with them, and they've continually ignored me or blown me off or just plain didn't invite me. It leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I try so hard, and all I get back is scraps of their attention...when they remember I'm standing there waiting for them to acknowledge me.

I'm angry, sad, and a little defeated at this point. I mean, you can only kick a person so many times before they start to take the hint. I guess...message received? I don't know. I feel like I should have a good cry and revenge show up at the beach tomorrow. But that makes me look a little desperate for their attention, I think. I've been waiting for an excuse to go to the beach, and here it is, all wrapped up in a little bow and set out in front of me. I can't think of anyone who would go with me though.

So to sum it up I'm sad, mad, and ready to get even. But can you get even when the people who hurt you don't care that they've hurt you? Does that mean our friendship had come to a natural, dwindling end?

I'm going to bed before my brain has the chance to think about how many friends I seem to be losing.

Goodnight.