And I get really sad.
My life is progressing, yes. I've become a substitute teacher at a charter school near my house, and it could lead to a full-time position. My friends are relatively active in my life, and I'm always doing things with my family. I'm very active in my church, and I've made a real connection with the youth. I'm even going to become a session member and help run the church.
But I don't think I've accomplished much of anything at this point. Perhaps I'm just looking for a reason to be sad. Maybe I'm enhancing my feelings of worthlessness because I haven't been in a relationship since I was a senior in high school. For whatever reason, this feeling is not a pleasant one. I'm a little disgusted with myself right now, actually.
I don't think I'm making any sense right now, so I'm going to get off this blog and listen to some Piano Guys and Randy Travis. Maybe music will make me feel better.
Ta, readers.
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