Doing Something Stupid

I'm thinking about doing something stupid.

I'm thinking about going to the shop where I got my oil changed and asking one of the workers there out. He tried to hit on me when I was there with my father, but I was reading this really good book, so...

Anyway, when my dad went back there to get my brother's oil changed, they talked about me. The guy said my dad looked familiar, and my dad said something along the lines of, "Yeah, I was here with my daughter a few days ago." So the dude was all, "Oh yeah, I remember her. I don't remember many people, but I remember her." And when my dad came home, he told me the story.

So this guy apparently thinks I'm hot shit, and considering my fiasco on Saturday I think it merits some consideration. That's not to say that this isn't a stupid idea. I'm feeling a little stupid from Saturday, and I want to make that feeling go away. I was also told that I was boring. Too boring for this guy I've been kind of harboring a thing for because, at 23, I've never had sex with a guy or gone to a club or watched the stars or had a threesome, or any number of other things. That offended me more than I'm willing to admit to anywhere other than this blog, where no one can see my face.

I don't support the supposition that I'm too boring because I'm not especially promiscuous. That's actually offensive to me as a woman and as a femininst. I shouldn't have to use my body to attract men, and the belief that I will be unfit to date a good man until I "let my hair loose" and sleep with one makes me nauseous.

So I think I'm going to do something stupid.