I Hate You

I hate that we don't talk. I hate that we weren't what we were going to be. I hate the way you blow me off now just because you don't want to face this.

I hate how you make me feel insecure. I hate how much you lie to me. I hate so much about us that I can't put it into words, it feels like.

I hate how there never really was an us.

But most of all, I hate not wanting to hate you anymore.