Since my last little blog post something big has changed. And that would be my love life. Well...maybe love is a strong word. Since my last post I've entered into...sex talks, I guess I can call them...with the Marine. It's pretty eye opening. I'm not very comfortable with dirty talk, come to find out. But I am kind of excited by the idea of it all.
Anyway, he's had some pretty racy fantasies about me, it turns out. It was all going well for a while. I didn't think he was that into me, but the more I thought about it the more sense it made. And then I started thinking that maybe all he wanted was sex and he was desperate enough to go for me. So I said I wanted to hang out before we did anything sexual, and he quit texting me. Dead silence for about...15 minutes now, which is weird because he was quick to text me back when we were talking about all the sexual things I wanted to try.
So we'll see how it goes. If we never progress there, no biggie. We can still try to be friends. And the next time he makes a move I can shut him down because I know that we aren't looking for the same things. But if he DOES agree to be friends first, well...it could get interesting.
So, about my job. It's a charter school on an island I live close to. It's super small and has tons of security. It's perfect for me, and I'm so excited! Right now I'm working for the Special Education department, and I work every day. It's hard to explain everything, but I love my job and I love the school and I love the kids. Really I love everything about my job, and I can't wait to get back to work tomorrow.
That's all for now, lovely readers. And if any of you change your mind about talking to me, feel free to leave a comment. I'd love to hear from any of you!
Ta, loves!
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